I just started listing some of my maternity clothes on eBay and I am surprised by the small tinge of sadness I feel. I guess being pregnant took up the last 9 plus months of my life and I attached myself to the clothes. I don't want to hang on to them though because if I do get pregnant again who knows when that will be and if I will be the same size or pregnant during the same season.
I couldn't be happier to have Lucas here but sometimes when I am falling asleep I find myself putting my hand on my stomach expecting to feel him kicking around inside of me. Of course I still get kicked by him... Only now he is on the outside. Instead of kicking me in the ribs he now looks up at me with his innocent eyes while nursing ...and kicks me square in the other boob. I don't think that is the bonding during nursing that all the books talk about.
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I always get the cats jumping on the boobs, never the kid kicking them. I guess they get abused somehow.
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