It doesn't feel like Saturday

Wow it doesn't feel like it is Saturday... more like a Sunday. I am not sure why. Today all of my Cali family left and I am sad to see them go! I enjoyed them being here. Oh the other hand it is going to be nice to find a normal routine for myself. I don't really have one. December has been crazy and my house is a wreck! The beginning of Dec I had finals to deal with, then the actual Graduation, then Christmas, visiting family, and new years (my birthday). I don't have a routine now that I am out of school.

I need to get my house in order and I need to start making money! I haven't posted anything on eBay since right before Christmas. I guess next week I just need to pick an area or task each day and focus on that and set aside time to list on eBay. I will be able to get more done now that I am feeling less tired and less sick to my stomach.

I have my next appointment on Tuesday (I think) and I should be able to get to hear the heart beat this time. I know it is dumb but I worry about the baby because I am not showing yet, I can't feel the baby kick or move yet, so I'm always worried that it is still ok. I just wish I could see her/him everyday. I can't believe in 6 months I will have a baby to hold and take care of. It is kind of scary. I am going to be a mom forever!! I will be responsible for this little person forever. I am going to be someones mom... and it was a total surprise to both me and Curt. I also wish I knew what the sex was so I could pick out a baby name and it just be set. If we do have a daughter her middle name will be Danielle after my parents first names (Daniel and Eleanor). I have a cousin named Davia who was named after her Dad David and I always loved that idea and wished my name had been Danielle. I would also love to find a "K" name for my daughter because then her initials could be K.D. (like after my best friend Katie). Oh well I should go before I keep going on and on.
I am really enjoying keeping this journal. I always kept diaries and journals growing up and have loved to write.