So Tuesday is officially over and it was quite a day. at 9:00 AM I had an appointment today and got to hear the baby's heart beat. I think Jill (My Midwife) was more excited then I was.) I feel like a bad mom already (I haven't told anyone else this) I still think it hasn't sunk in that I am pregnant. Don't get me wrong it was really cool, it just didn't seem like I was listening to my baby... like I keep thinking I am going to wake up and not be pregnant and this will all be a dream. I am sure it will change when I start to show, then maybe I'll feel really pregnant.
I came home and did even more laundry! Curt is allergic to Snuggle fabric softer (we found that out last week) so I am having to rewash all of his clothes I used Snuggle with. I love the scent and it doesn't bother my skin at all. Now I have to wash our clothes separately. Oh well C'est La Vie.
Also, Tony (Lori's husband) left to go to Iraq. We didn't see him off. I feel bad about not going. I would have gone if Curt had gotten off from work earlier and would have gone with me and if I didn't make the mistake of going grocery shopping today. I hate grocery shopping now! I feel so sick the whole time and I just start gagging on random aisles. So the whole ride home I felt all gaggy and my mouth kept watering and I thought I might have to pull off to the side of 95 to throw up. Then I started thinking of asking Lori to shop with me on the weekends since she will have more free time and I started to cry because of why she will have more free time...
So selfishly I didn't go because I didn't feel like crying anymore. I also really didn't want to deal with seeing Lori cry or my parents cry. I hate that! Anyone else can cry and I can be strong but I hate seeing them cry! Oh well. Besides we went to dinner with Tony, Lori, and 3 of Tony's friends to say goodbye to him and then afterwards Curt shaved Tony's head. (He didn't know when he would be able to get a haircut again or wash his hair).
To jump subjects I have a new love! ITUNES!! Every Tuesday they have free downloads and you can find songs you want and pay 99 cents for a song you want instead of paying $15.00 for a stupid CD that might only have that one good song on it. I know there are still "free" ways to get music but I am too chicken (not because of getting caught) but I am scared of getting a virus.
Today I finally made myself post again on EBay. At first I made myself put 1 thing on, it looked stupid only selling one pair of jeans so I started putting a few more things. Every time I sit down on the computer now I make myself post something. I finally stopped at 20 before deciding to type an entry on here and go to bed.
It is about time I put stuff on though! I haven't sold anything since right before Christmas and I noticed how much of a difference what I make on eBay has on our finances. We are at least $300 shorter then if I had sold things each week. People don't realize how easy and lucrative it is for me to just stay at home and sell on EBay. Plus this will allow me to be a Stay at home mom at least in the beginning. I want to stay with my kid at least during babyhood (which most people don't understand because I just Graduated College...) What is wrong with just getting an education for personal enrichment?
Oh well enough Random thoughts. I really need to go to bed. Crap I still have to pack Curt's lunch!!! I shouldn't have ever offered because now I really have to do it! LOL
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